Now and then

Now and then,
Many may have changed.
But for sure,
Some feelings and memories remain the same.
-Havwini, 2018-

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It has been widely said that you'll be grateful for the things you have left behind. I have to say that's greatly true. When I was a student, I was always hoping I could finish my degree as soon as possible. Student's life seemed really hard to face. Classes, assignments, projects, papers, part-time works. It's all about deadlines and they surely took over your whole time.

But you know what, today when I unintentionally read through papers I've written during my school day, I feel like
I do miss my student time. Very much.

Moments ago, when I was still waiting for some good news about the job, I also felt the same. Missed my school time. At that time, I thought it's easier to do many things at the same time than to do nothing but waiting. I was not complaining. I just feel a bit tired about having that kind of daily. Still being unemployed when you have a master degree is quite stressful, trust me. Especially when your collegues are all busy doing their job.

Lately, when I've already had something to do on my daily, I still miss my school time. The feeling remains the same. Should I be back to those student time? My soul screams, "Hell yeaaaah!" Alright, let's prepare the doctorate proposal! My other side sighs, "Oh, No!"

Whatever, I miss those time and wish I could have another "good" student time soon.

Oh, hey! This is the first post after a looooong time! Congrats, Self!